I have been looking forward to something, and I mean really looking forward to something for like 3 months. It has been postponed a couple of times and now looks like it wont happen at all.
I really tried to not get my hopes up and tried not to look forward to it in case it didn’t happen but as the date, or approximate date was within a month from now I really started to believe it was going to happen.
I have been at work and guess stopped myself thinking about it and today I can’t help myself. At the same time I feel totally selfish for feeling this way.
A good friend of mine is having a real hard time at the moment and I cannot help them. I feel totally useless and helpless right now.
I wish I knew what to do.

Hard times happen. It is what makes the sun feel better each and every time. With there is no conflict, conflict will be made.
That is my sweet smelling comment. I guess I can only say that things have a way of working themselves out, nothing good nor bad stays the same, everything changes and we have to roll with it or be pushed down by it.
I hope whatever problems are occuring that day gets better for you.
I imagine George Bush has days like that too.
It’s part of the human condition.
Good days will come again. You’ll see.
The sun will come up tomorrow
Hang in there
noojes
Help yourself first and be happy then help friends…